Not such a happy day.

I feel there is much out there many don't know about me.  Totally normal, of course!  Hmmm.  Well, I say that and then think "I am almost too transparent if speaking with someone in person."  I tell how I truly am, and that's just me.  Just Betsy.  And I feel down, which would be the primary reason for typing.  Have you ever wanted to make or eate a million things (for those who find joy in delving into the artsy side of life,) yet can't conjure up one idea or even the motivation to do so?  I go through this in spurts - ups and downs, if you will.  I'm in a down.  I don't like the downs as they are depressing (which is, obviously, how I feel.)  But really, the main thing plaguing me is anxiety.  Do any of you struggle with it?  I have GAD, which is really irritating sometimes, though manageable often.  For me, it has NOT been manageable since Thursday.  And it's Sunday.  I'm exhausted.  Therefore the creative blood isn't flowing - the "I would love to breathe like a normal person" thoughts are really what's taking up most of my thinking.  I have to write this out, as it helps, I suppose, to bring a sense of calm or a glimmer of hope that there are those who might - JUST MIGHT - know what I'm going through.  Random:  does Pinterest seem to take up your time as much as I let it take up mine?  Goodness, it's much more addicting than facebook (and MUCH more fun!)  And so, friends and those who I would love to be friends with, I'm sorry for such a sad message.  But it's ok to be human and to share what's truly going on in our lives at times.